Have you ever felt so numb?
You felt depressed though you had done pray 5 times in a day
You felt so sad though you had read Qur'an
You felt so hurt but you didn't even know about what makes you hurt

Have you ever felt so numb?
You wanted to cry but you couldn't
You wanted to disappear but you din't have the ability
You wanted to run but your legs didn't move

Have you ever felt so numb?

Everyone did
They did
You did
I did

You feel so numb sometimes,
maybe it's only your body that moves for praying, but your heart doesn't
maybe it's only your mouth that spells every words in Qur'an, but your heart doesn't
maybe you give almost all your time to think about your life now, but you forget about life after life

You feel so numb sometimes,
maybe you remember Allah but you don't give your faith in Him
maybe you believe in Allah but your heart doesn't entrust your whole life in Him,
the whole you in Him
That makes your heart can't feel anything
That makes you do nothing but blaming
That makes you do nothing but complaining

Have you ever felt so numb?

Everyone did
They did
You did
I did

One day, when you feel numb, then heal your heart

September, 2016